Lilith is the first post in a series of Jewrotica Fantasies. These fantasies, belonging to Jewish women and men, have either been submitted directly to Jewrotica or compiled from certified sex therapists – including our own Dr. Limor – with the permission of the clients involved.
We agree to meet on the corner of Columbus and Broadway. It’s a fairly close walk from my apartment and I get to make my “entrance,” like I’ve been fantasizing about for months. This man has been haunting my mind for three months now, our circumstances complicated by distance, and the fact that we are both in committed relationships. We’d chat or Skype for hours at the strangest times and places, with no thought to the risk involved. Invariably, these conversations would end with both of us panting in front of our laptops, feeling both spent and somehow unsatisfied. I’ve allowed him–no, commanded him–to invade my body in all possible ways just like the first and leading matriarch I was named after, who insisted on dominating shivery Adam back there in Eden. However, I have yet to feel his hands on me, firm and strong as the voice that commands, over fiber optic wires, that I come for him, hard and fast and now.
I’m soaked thinking about our last Skype session as I approach the corner, checking my reflection in a nearby window. I’m in a tight tube top–braless, of course–and tiny shorts. I wonder if the construction workers who hooted at me just now can tell that I’m not wearing any underwear? I look back at the workers, in their hard hats and work shirts, and imagine being crushed against their sweaty bodies. Imagine begging them to fuck me. Hard.
There’s a car idling at the corner: silver. Tinted windows. It’s him! He must recognize me too, because the door opens and he runs to me, enfolding me in those strong arms. “You’re even more beautiful than I imagined,” he says, his voice uncoiling seductively into my ear, which is suddenly extremely sensitive. My shorts are wet.
“You’re very handsome yourself,” I whisper, trying hard not to fall apart right there and then, before I even reach the passenger seat. We settle in the car but he’s not moving, he’s staring at me. My inner beast yells “just take me now, right here, just tear these clothes off and penetrate me!” but I keep silent, breathing in every moment of this incredible tingling sensation between my legs.
“I can’t believe you’re here, finally. I can’t believe this is real. Can we go somewhere?” he asks.
I nod, and as he drives down the block, I start getting comfortable in my seat, spreading my legs apart, signaling to him that he can start now, just like we planned. He gasps in satisfaction and sends a gentle, sturdy hand over between my legs. I’m so wet that a trail of desire is running down my thigh, soaking my seat, as he starts caressing my swollen clit. I’m sighing with pleasure, I can’t contain it! A few precious seconds after, I cum for the first time, undone by his glorious touch. I see the bulging erection in his pants, aiming to devour my very being, and shiver in anticipation.
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I stepped out of my comfort zone to be a part of this. I was glad to open up the topic of sexuality in my community. We are trying to build a safe space to talk about sex. The result I am most happy about coming from this event is that hopefully now my friends know they can come and talk to me, that I can be their ‘safe space’.
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At Jewrotica’s Evening of Bedside Readings, students declaimed monologues on sexual encounters that had a Jewish twist. At Columbia/Barnard Hillel, the speakers pushed their own boundaries by performing a range of explicit narratives that challenged how the audience thought of the relationship to Judaism and sex. During the speakers’ preparation, the arguments about which narratives would be appropriate forced students to take a stand and voice their opinion on their own beliefs about Judaism an… Read more
I’m into Jewrotica. I went in for my second circumcision.
I attended and participated in last month’s Jewrotica event. The engaging performers and Ayo, our inviting host, inspired the audience to feel like one big community. What a great way to inspire our community to embrace sex as a beautiful thing that can be fun, exciting, sacred, sensual, ridiculous, scary and everything in between!
While many people fear the “sex talk,” Jewrotica offers an opportunity for writers and audiences to speak about sexuality in a open and safe space. When I attended a Jewrotica reading, I heard stories that reminded me that love takes many forms, and that expressing it is a vital part of who we are as a people.
Learning about sex and what’s right and wrong when it comes to sex from a Biblical standpoint was an eye opening experience. I completely enjoyed it and think something like this could be a very cool thing to bring to even high school aged Jewish youth groups.
Jewrotica is inspiring Jews and erotica with holiness and coolness, and is the pride of progressive Judaism. Jewrotica – awesome!
The Jewrotica event “Evening of Jewrotica: Bedside Reading” was awesome. As Master of Confessions, I got to read the deepest, darkest secrets of people in the room out loud… It was scintillating, titillating, and – yes – even educational!
What an incredible night Jewrotica was!!!! There was this fantastic moment, in a sea of Jews of all sexualities, ages, backgrounds and denominations, that I realized we were all in this together! I hope that there are many more events coming to Austin soon!
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