She didn’t know what it was about him. She just kept letting things happen. She’d never been this way around guys. She constantly questioned and analyzed every move to death. She finally wanted to relinquish her control and be vulnerable in embracing the absolute wrong person. A married man? She was crazy. Normally she considered herself a moral person. Doing this was the complete opposite of moral. And it applied to things even outside of the bedroom. He always got her to have that ‘one more drink’ and even to smoke pot for the first time. In college she never caved. Had a stick up her ass about peer pressure. But one look at D, and her resolve disappeared.
. . .
They lay in her bed, talking, and holding each other, passing the time. At one point she let out a huge sigh.
“Something on your mind?”
“I’ve been debating whether to say this, but would you mind if I said I wanted to kiss you?”
“Um, no?”
She turned into him. It was soft and tender. Almost chaste. She loved the scratchiness of his mustache and beard against her face.
And then he ruined it.
“You’ve wanted to kiss me for a long time now haven’t you?” he mused, a very smug look on his face. It reminded her too much of a past boyfriend’s sureness that he would get it all his way. So goddamn cocky.
“Mmm. But god, that is such an egotistical remark you know that?” That smug look was wiped clean from his face. He wasn’t quite expecting something like that from her. Up until then she’d come across as quite pliant.
“I was just born with a big ego,” he quipped a few moments later, and grinned.
She wanted to bite his lips and he was making it difficult. He preferred soft, gentle kisses to her eager, more violent ones. He also didn’t want her to leave any marks. She promised to be careful.
She had her leg slung over his and he pulled her tighter to him. With his rough and calloused hands he stroked up her leg over her thigh and ass and up her back, under her shirt.
“Can I touch your breasts?”
She murmured “yes” and he let out a moaning sigh as he reached for her. He was very gentle and soft. She knew what she liked, but didn’t want to say anything. There was perhaps some remnant of sanity back there that told her not to get carried away. But as the moments passed they began to grind into each other. And then as he went for another pass over her ass, his hand slipped down to her crotch. He began to rub, trying to get her off.
“I’ll do anything you want me to, let me help you,” he whispered desperately.
She felt ashamed, “I can’t.”
“It’s okay. I promise not to do anything you don’t want me to.”
Celebrating 10 Years & Marking the End of An Amazing Project
Celebrating 10 Years & Marking the End of An Amazing Project
Jewrotica was everything I had dreamed of and more: sexy attendees, tantalizing confessions, and well-written literature to boot! More importantly, it empowers us Jews to reach inside and own our sexy selves and heritage!
Jewrotica is something that the community has needed for a long time so that people can actually learn, express and share and have good relationships without having to stumble through life. Check out the site and learn something. Have fun!
I’m so glad that Jewrotica is represented here at Jewlicious! It’s bringing voices that need to be heard in the Jewish discussion and Jewish climate environment.
You may not tell your mom that you’re going to a live Jewrotica reading (or whatever clever name you will dub these events) but you will tell your friends. However, both would be jealous if they find out that they missed it. I think it will only be a matter of time before Jewrotica helps us reclaim the term “Dirty Jew” the way rap music has done for “The ‘N’ Word.” I know I am now proud to be a Dirty Jew!
Learning about sex and what’s right and wrong when it comes to sex from a Biblical standpoint was an eye opening experience. I completely enjoyed it and think something like this could be a very cool thing to bring to even high school aged Jewish youth groups.
I’m into Jewrotica. I went in for my second circumcision.
I love the inclusiveness – there is something for everyone, in and out of the Jewish community.
Jewrotica rocks. It’s funny, it’s informative, it’s sexy, it’s interesting. Check it out!
Bedside Reading with Jewrotica was funny, sexy, and hot all at once. The readings were honest about all kinds of sexuality, but the highlight of the evening was definitely the confessions, written by audience participants. Nobody knew who wrote them, and most were tell-alls that would make your bubbe blush. Unless your bubbe was very, very cool. Then maybe she’d make YOU blush!
Jewrotica is awesome. It expands the mind and for people who were raised with narrow views on sexuality. Whether you are Jewish or not, or in different sects of Judaism like Orthodox, Conservative or Reform, no matter what your background or where you’re from, Jewrotica gets you to see Judaism and how it relates to sexuality in new ways. I really appreciate Ayo being here and helping us learn different ways to connect with our sexuality.
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